My Love, My Life

 My heart is always with you through the good and the bad. I believe in you and I know you will do what is right. I trust you and I believe in you. I follow your lead. You are. My sunshine. When I think about you, my face lights up. My soul gets light and I know that you love me. I love you and together we will change the world. You make me happy just thinking about you. I know you have a lot on your plate and I am here whhen you want me. I love you, be blessed, My Love.❤️❤️❤️

 I wanted to say something today My Love but I didn’t know what to say so I’m going to finish taking notes on your sermon so I can hear you voice. Part two I want the people who never worship to worship. Worship is just bragging on God. Call the angels out of the balcony to have God look down on 79th street. Holy, holy, holy merciful and mighty, God in three persons, blessed trinity. I don’t believe you can get in the presence of God and be still when you are in the presence of the King oF Kings and Lord of Lords. Holy, holy, holy, God in three persons, blessed trinity. If a man is about to propose to a woman, he goes down on one knee. Can we go down on both knees for God. Holy, holy, holy, merciful and mighty, God in three persons, blessed trinity. I exalt you God. You are so amazing, you are my hope, you are my everything. Yes God we exalt you in this place. Have your way God, early in the morning, our song shall rise to thee, merciful and mighty, God in three persons. They came ...

 Today I had my shoulder done.. I still feel ok because the nerve block anesthesia is still working on the pain. Everything is numb from the left shoulder down to the fingers. Three days it’s going to be. Different because the pain shows up I just sent out a big hug to you. I’m so happy for you. I just love you so much. Our windy day in the garden was noticed. I wasn’t able to stop by the rectory, I was on a schedule. I guess my presence wonT be  there until the z6th.. I have. To use my right hand for everything. Typing with one hand is challenging. I missed the signup for this week, but next Tuesday 8am I will be on the signup. I love you so much and I miss you. I’m so glad yhings turned out the way they did. My Love I miss you and  love you very much. !❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

 God is good all the time and all the time God is good. I worked at the garden yesterday and it was good therapy for me. The bad news is my car broke down. Really broke down. The engine light is flashing the vitm-4 light is on, the vsa light is on. We looked it up in Google and it said stop driving the car and have it towed to the dealer. Driving can cause further damage. I thank God I was able to get home with it. It’s going to sit in the garage until I get some money to repair it. Lord knows this is not the time for me to lose my transportation. Well, tomorrow is the rotator cuff surgery and the knee will be a couple of weeks later. I was really looking to being able to drive. I’m going to try and convince my grandson, now that he will have his license (permit) to drive me on the 5th. I just have to be there. I want to see and hear you live and in person. I know I can be angry about my car but That’s what the devil wants me to do, find the negative, feel sorry for myself and wall...

 Hallelujah!!!! Thank you Jesus! You are Free! Blessed is the Lord! God I wished I could have been there for for the announcement. I didn’t check my emails until I was at my drs appt., but praise God anyway. I knew justice was in the works for you. Praise the Lord and thank you Jesus. Im so excited to see you again. To hear your voice, and to just connect eyes again.  I’m volunteering at the garden from 9-12pm on Tuesday. Then I have a therapist appt at 2pm. Thursday I’m having my rotator cuff repaired. Outpatient surgery. Then a couple of weeks later my left knee will be replaced. Overnight stay. I wanted to get it all done now so I could recovery just once and not have weeks throughout the year that I’m down. Get it done close together and it’s over and done with. Recovery time is combined for both of them. Seemed like a good idea at he time. Summer time, find a remote job, love on you💕. My Love, My Love, I’m so glad this nightmare is over. Thank you Lord, thank you. I’m ex...

 There is nothing that God can’t bring me through.Matthew 22 They worshipped the child and gave him gifts, then they went home another way, Title Refusing to be the Same  Part 1 What was it about the Magi to see the star and everybody else missed it. What is it about others who see God and those who miss it. They were looking, watching and waiting for him. The Old Testament prophesied tha he would. Are we looking for God to show himself in our life. Matthew, seek me and you will find me. He wants us to have a relation ship. Jesus wants to be you. Do we wake up seeking Jesus? Are we reacting to the world's hand that is dealt to us? What are you expecting? Do we wake up and ask God to show himself to us. They were looking for more. Are we looking for more or are we letting last year define us. Are we seeking God to show up with the more. They were looking for Jesus. It was a dark sky but they were looking for the light. They traveled a long distance. We live in a microwave world...

 What a busy day. Church was refreshing and spiritual. I liked the tribute to you. Let people love you. I know you trust God. Let go, let God. We can do this. I have full faith. I came home today, watched the rust belt on pbs then ida b wells story. Now I’m watching battleship the movie. I’ll find out who won american idol later. I have some seedlings that need watering and then my night is over. I have been trying to learn code, html so I can switch careers. It takes a lot of time and right now I have nothing but time. I’m getting my health in order so I have a few outpatient surgeries that will also keep me laid up a bit, but I’ll be fine. I miss not hearing your voice. I’m going to have to listen to some of your old sermons. I’m just happy you are still alive and able to accomplish achievement, yea achievements, you can walk,talk, dress yourself and communicate with who ever you wish. As bad as it looks, there’s always something to be thankful for. God has blessed you with anoth...

 🎉🎈🎊🎈🎁👑🎂 I know this is not how you wanted to spend your birthday, but don't feel despair. You are still here and you have the love of your parish. You are loved by all of us. We want you happy and content. I want you content. I wish you were giving the sermon tomorrow. When are you coming back, I miss you. Take care and know that you are loved tremendously, My Love. Happy Birthday. 

 I wonder if you have pet name for me? My Love, my love, my love. Yes dear, yes sweetie, hi honey. It’s so important to have love. Trusting in God for the love that we will share. It like we have been together for years. I’m trusting God to bring this to fruition. I worry that you might have to make a decision between me and your job.I would prefer you have both. I don’t want you to resent me if you have to make a choice. I don’t want you to feel that you have lead me astray either.God will work it out. I’m trusting God to make a way where you are satisfied and content. I love you❤️ I know someone is having a birthday tomorrow. Be humble and let the people celebrate you. You are so special in so many people’s lives. We need you.❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

 Fellowship and Forgiveness 1 John 1:6-7 If we claim to have fellowship with him yet walk in the darkness, we lie and do not live by the truth. But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus, his Son, purifies us from all sin.  Encouragement and Warning  1 John 2:15-17 Do not love the world or anything in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him. For everything in the world-the cravings of sinful man, the lust of his eyes and the boasting of what he has and does-comes not from the Father but from the world. The world and its desires pass away, but the man who does the Will of God lives forever. I was lead to the two passages which emphasize our spiritual need to stay focused on Jesus. I praise God for giving me the strength to overcome the evil one. Keep my mind on Jesus. The world, the flesh and the devil are the three foes we have to fight daily. There is no rest from that...

 This is the day that the Lord has made, we will rejoice and be glad in it. Oh bless his holy name. We have a God of abundance. He never runs out of resources. His capacity to bless us is unlimited. We live in a supply and demand world. Look at what is happening with the gas prices. Even if we have enough we still see lack else where. It impossible for us to see God’s lavishness because we are praying tiny prayers. Let God provide all of his fullness in our lives, open the door to all the blessings he wants to give us today. Spending time in God’s presence helps us glimpse his overflowing vastness. When we spend time with God we are open to his overwhelming power and grace. Rejoice in God’s abundance. We walk by faith, not by sight. I love you and have a glorious day. Remember it ain’t over til God says it’s over.

 I prayed for Jesus to intercede for you all day. God does not ignore the prayers of his people. Praise God that God’s word is eternal. The righteousness shall not be forsaken and the truth shall prevail. Thank you God for your blessings. The Lord is with us and we shall not fail. Good Night my love and have a peaceful , restful night. Give your anxious over to God. With God, there is peace. Believe it will get better sooner than later. We have to believe or else we have nothing. Good Night Sweetie!❤️

 Today was a joyful but sad day. I enjoyed church services but I was sad that we still have no word on your case. I hope that next week you will be reinstated. You must be totally ready to leave that apartment and get back to work. I’m sure you have been thinking and doing what you can by phone,computer, text and emails, but even that is limited. You need your full power back. This makes no sense, prolonging this investigation. I take it personal. I want you to be at peace with their decision. I am praying and believing that Jesus will intercede for you. I pray for you daily. My heart loves you. My mind tells me to believe in you, my spirit is bound to you. I love you and pray that our love will come into fruition. So to put your mind on something totally frivolous I have some would you rather questions. Now I’m going to see if I know you, and you will get to know me some more. Would you rather have more time or more money?  Would you rather have a rewind button or a pause but...

 I’ve got that joy, joy, joy, joy down in my heart, down in my heart today. I’m so glad to be back home. It was fun visiting them but a week is just enough to bond with the grandkids and then leave. I’m ready to hear their decision for you. It’s been long enough. You don’t deserve to wait so long. It was some good news today for Chicago’s fire department. She will make a great commissioner.  God is good. Celebrate the good. We will celebrate the good for you soon. Thank God action follows prayers. My Love, Fridays use to be our “date night”. I will imagine that again. What will our date night look like. Blessed and highly favored I believe. Good Night My Love.

 It's 6:50 am and I get to see your food for the day at 6am. The first day I was looking for it at 8am like I would at home. Then I remembered the time change. I was getting up at 5am, now I'm up at 6am, I get to go to school with my grandson on zoom. His birthday was yesterday and his sister's was Sunday. That's like my brother and I. He's March 23 and I'm March 24, but two years apart. My grandkids are four years apart.  I'm praying for you daily. I hear we should know something soon. I heard that a decision will be made this Saturday so prayers are going out continually. They need to make a final decision and not keep you dangling on a wire, not know which way to go. Psalms 19:7 NIV The law of the Lord is perfect, refreshing the soul. The statutes of the Lord are trustworthy, making the wise the simple. Msg God put our lives together and God is perfect. God has put us on the right road according to his maps. We are shown the way to joy. God doesn't wa...

 I hope this finds you well. I have been going ever since I got here. I wake up at 5am and I'm in the bed by 9pm.  The kids and I have been just hanging out and having fun. We had a football game and birthday parties yesterday. It's been a lot of moving and going. My knee gave out on me and I have been putting Ice and heat on it. It's better now but not all the way there. It's this weather. Its rained everyday since I've been here. Bean and Bear, that's what we call them. 3yr old girl is Bean, and the7 year old boy is Bear. Maybe I'll write a children's book about Bean and Bear. They are so funny sometimes. The adults are treating me so nice. This time is just going to fly by. How have you been doing really? It seems you have reached an impasse with the board. They want something you are ready to give. Stand your ground on what you know is the truth. Love prevails and the truth will shine through the lies. I know you know this and iI'm not trying to ...

 I have been thinking of how I cam be more of a disciple to you and God. You are our Shepard and through your leadership I am guided closer toGod”s righteousness. I don’t want to become a stumbling block but I want to continue to believe in you and God’s righteous. Just as I believe you, I believe God. Things may continue to happen that makes it difficult, but God never promised us a rose garden. Discipleship cost. Am I ready, I pray that I am. I know you are praying and fasting. I fasted for 8 hours today. Fasting is hard, but I can do it. I’m going to fast at least once a week. Increase my prayer time. I’m excited about going to Seattle but I am still sorry that I won’t be at church Sunday. I’ll miss waving to you. Nobody said it would be easy. I will still communicate with you though. My Love, be blessed this evening. I probably won’t write tomorrow until the evening. You take care of yourself.

 I have been walking on clouds ever since I saw your message yesterday. “I thank my God every time I remember you”. That is a connection that we know. I knew you were telling me you love me , you think about me and that I am in your heart. I feel the same, every time I remember you I thank God. I thank God for restoring you to your flock. Faith is the substance of things hoped for and the evidence of things not seen. Faith, I have faith that this will turn out for the best. We will have our challenges, but together we will overcome. Love you, have a blessed day and be a blessing to someone.

 I pray that you have a good day today. I pray for an end to this exile. I know you are ready to just know their decision. I think it will come soon. I hope we are connected and not disconnected. I am yours and you are mine. For me to believe in that I turn it to God. He’s the connector of our faith. I have faith that all thing are possible. I encourage you to continue to plan for your flock and act as if this is already done. I love you and it’ the romantic love. I am love you in the philla  way and the agape way, but what matters is the romantic way. I love you, My Love and I am anxious to see you again. Be blessed and be a blessing to someone.

 I had a dream last night about you. You were dressed in gold. You were at an opera or some kind of show, I saw you in th hall and went to speak to you but someone was pulling me away from you. I didn’t recognize the face but it felt like someone I know. I understand you are a Shepard for your flock.you can’t leave them. This is your flock, they love you too much. I’m devoted to coming to you. I knew all along I was coming to the city and working beside you to keep building your community. I trust you and I leave it up to God on how things are done. I’m off this week to Seattle. I leave Thursday and come back the next Thursday. It doesn’t mean I won’t write to you. Don’t forget the two hour time difference. I miss you. Il ove you and I’m waiting for you. Be blessed.

 I feel good this morning. 8m sure we will live in the city. You have to stay close to your work. I will go where ever you go. I will only move back to be with you. I think we have a bright future ahead of us. I’m believing God to make a way. I give all the glory to God. Have a blessed day My Love.