My Love, My Life

 God is good and his mercy endures forever. How are you today? You are very involved with your projects. I hope you do run out of money to give away. I am glad you are doing this. Doing something is much better than doing nothing but talk about it. You don’t give up trying. You are a strong man and I hope you have the ultimate success with the invasion projects. So far they have all been a success. You are invading peoples lives to make it better. You are changing lives and that’s important. You are consistent and willing to keep trying. Thank you for all that you do. Much Love to you My Love.

 Praise God, such a spiritual outpour at yesterday's service. It was felt through the internet. You must have blessed almost the entire church. God bless you. Thank you for your dedication. I just worry about you.  God is good though and the righteous shall renew their strength. You are definitely one of the righteous. I forgave my self because I know I can't move forward without forgiveness. I forgive you and I forgive me.  We are where we are and we will get better. I stay humble and try to stay in God's good graces. Sometimes I just don't know what to say to you. When the armourbearers surrounded you like a blanket, I knew you were protected and loved by them. They take care of you. I'm glad they are there for you. You are loved.  Praise God for you devotion and love. God is good and his mercy endures forever and ever and ever. My Love, I love you and I love myself. It's easier to love. It just lightens your heart and mind. Easier to believe that you love me ...

 My Love, I have forgiven you for everything. Why should I be upset over something that can and will be resolved. I ask for your forgiveness for my absence this summer. We both need to do some forgiving. Hope is always there. I like to look to the future. I worry about you being so close to a mass shooting. I know you are amazing but I just don’t like you being in harms way. I know you are not going to change much because you are ready for whatever. I just want you around, so we can talk. Much love to you and be safe My Love.

 Love one another dearly. Be kind to each other, respect each other, be patient with each other.  If we can do those things then I think we are loving one another. My Love, we have to get our communication going. I have no transportation this week. Both my daughter and my brother will be gone until Sunday evening.I can't even get my car into the dealership until the 20th, that's next Tuesday. If I get this job that I interviewed for today then I will be able to afford a new car. Please Lord let this job come through. What seems impossible becomes possible over time. My Love, please have a blessed rest of your day.

 Are you sick and not revealing it? Are you keeping it private? I wonder.

Isaiah 40:31 but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.   I can only make I statements. I feel like we are an old married couple. Misunderstanding each other and understanding each other. I know I'm a handful and I am aware that I have made mistakes that I ask God for forgiveness. I hold onto God for my life. I have thought of ending it all but I would go to hell and I don't want to do that, if I can help it.  My depression is being helped by my activity and my meds. I admit that I am depressed and have anxiety, but I keep waking up believing that this will be a better day for me than yesterday. That God's word is true in my life and that the righteous will not be forsaken. I pray that I am included in the righteous. He is the Lord of the breakthrough. He did it for me many times and I know he will do it again. I know that when you ignore me I take offens...

 I have put myself in a predicament. God, grant me the strength to reach serenity from the things I cannot change. Help me to recognize those things. God, grant me courage to change destructive devices that are in my control. Lord take the anxiousness and impatience away. Remind me to lean on you and you alone. God, grant me the wisdom to know the difference between the two. God show me how to be in a loving relationship. I obviously don't know how to love. Teach me how to love Lord. I have many mistakes that I have done in my life and I ask forgiveness for them all. Lord let your holy spirit come through and allow one of these two good possibilities for a job come through. Lord let love guide me. There is kindness, warmth and faith in love. Let me be a student of love. I know the world is wild. It's like the wild, wild west here. Over 100 people shot in one holiday weekend. It's like they want to keep the numbers going up like a game. I feel like they are deliberately tryi...

 July 1st is here. When the 4th of July comes the summer is almost over. I like hearing your voice on the messages you send out. It brings you closer and makes your community attempts real and individuals feel special because you are calling them personally. You have a lot of plans for the community and church family. I know most just come to get stuff but even those realize we can gather and not have violence break out every friggin' time. Blessed be the name of the Lord that you have the foresight to help. I thank God for you. I pray that you don't forget self-care. You won't be very helpful if you don't take care of yourself too. Thank you God for such a wonderful man. The good and the bad. He's a real man.