My Love, My Life

 I’m selfish and I realized how selfish I have been with you. I have been very selfish and I am sorry for every time I ignored or you would try to remind me of my selfishness. Please forgive me.

 I am going in for a half day. I'm exercising again. I can't keep this stomach looking like this. I know I'm overweight be I know I can workout and change that. I had time this morning to write to you and I'm taking advantage of it.  Worship John 4:23 Yet a time is coming when true worshipers will worship in spirit and truth. Create an atmosphere for God to be invited in a given Lordship. Worship is grounded in Love. Selfless, not about me love. Love is very fragile. Love has been abandoned too easily. Love fades. Life's a journey. We have to keep love alive. We have to do the things necessary to not divorce people in our life. Love is self seeking. Never expect a harvest you haven't sown into. A true worshipper is now who is amazed with God. Amazed with his awesomeness. True worshippers have a love that survives any situation.  This was a five page nots and I have just given you 1 1/2 pages of my notes.  Have a blessed day and know that you are loved. 

     I’m wondering about this topic, The Miracles of Jesus. 37 miracles are recorded. Jesus steps first  out in his public ministry John 2 Jesus Changes Water Into Wine 2  On the third day a wedding took place at Cana in Galilee. Jesus’ mother was there,   2  and Jesus and his disciples had also been invited to the wedding.   3  When the wine was gone, Jesus’ mother said to him, “They have no more wine.” 4  “Woman, [ a ]  why do you involve me?” Jesus replied.  “My hour has not yet come.” 5  His mother said to the servants, “Do whatever he tells you.” 6  Nearby stood six stone water jars, the kind used by the Jews for ceremonial washing, each holding from twenty to thirty gallons. [ b ] 7  Jesus said to the servants,  “Fill the jars with water” ; so they filled them to the brim. 8  Then he told them,  “Now draw some out and take it to the master of the banquet.” They did so...

 Hi, I said I would write everyday and and I will. I read this every morning: 1. John 3:2-3 Dear friends, now we are children of God and what we will be has not yet been made known. But we know that when Christ appears, we shall be like him, for we shall be like him, for we shall see him as he is. All who have this hope in him purify themselves, just as he is pure. When I see God, I’ll know who I am. Not until I let go of the flesh. I have to trust that God has me. The day was long and I was calling on his name. What will be hope in God, we shall see him as he is. I pray that I will recognize him if he come during my lifetime. HI’m thankful for you. No more silence please. Hold your head up and know that you are special.I’m sorry for encouraging you more. You deserve to be recognized. I’m so proud of you. You are working hard to fight your battles. You are human. Take Care of yourself. I’m concerned about your cough. Is it allergies, flu, cold? Please take extra special care of you...

 Thank you so much for asking me to stop the silence. It's not doing either of us any good. From You: The Kingdom of God is God's way of doing things and repent means to turn from our way of doing things and turning towards God's way of doing things. A house divided will fall. We have to build together. Jesus says I'm getting ready to show you God's way. There's a culture clash within us. After your greatest spiritual moments you will have some of your greatest spiritual test. The devil doesn't want you to win. Hell can't touch the word.  Thank you for you words of wisdom. You have the strength to do that funeral and speak to the people the words they need to hear.  Matthew 4:3 Have your needs met and not your wants. the devil will tempt us with the flesh, the Lord, twisting the word and downgrading what the Lord promises it people. The word is over every single situation in our lives. When we stand up to the devil, God will send an angel to lift us up. ...

 I love that you are addressing trauma in the neighborhood and around the state. How traumatic it must be for children to now think when I step outside my school I could be shot. When I'm in school I could be shot. When I'm in my own home, I could be shot. Sitting in a car. Shot. Walking down the street. Shot.  This is too much for them to handle. "When a child of God is under attack we have to fight with the word." Phipippians 3:10 Matthew 16:24 "You have to have the word in you to come through sufferings" Those are quotes you said. I'm going through my old bible study notes to renew my strength daily. That would be a good book to have. Your bible study teachings. We are worried in Aurora about school shooters, employees have to worry about someone being disgruntled and shooting up the place. You know we have active shooter videos at work on what to do if something like that were to happen. Its trauma everywhere, but the schools seem to be a big target ...

Revelation 19  Are you going to the Wedding Paraphrased From the Quiet Time Bible introduction to this chapter. John has used a metaphor that hat lost much of its meaning in our day-marriage. It’s difficult to imagine the splendor of marriage with so much going on about the casualness of the event and the dedication to one another. John chooses marriage to describe the deepest longing of the human soul: Christ coming to receive us. Our present engagement, followed by the service and then the glorious feast. Then and only then can we experience complete unity with God. What are some of the best things about marriage in your opinion? Glory be to God, I asked God what to say to you this morning and this is where he lead me to! God knows what is on my heart. Blessed is the name of God. Have a blessed day My Love. I love you. ❤️ 

 I think I have been in my feelings. But God is good and he brought me out. Blessed is the name of the Lord. I think I had a bit of flu also. I began to despair that I was going to be alone for the rest of my life, however long that will be. Looking into your eyes and feeling a warmth and love, it reminded me that we were in love but not together. Maybe I should bring myself out more to be around you. Blessed is the Lord and his mighty name. The Lord hears the praises of his people. I’m leaving early for work today so I felt it necessary to communicate with you, My Love. Did you feel the same?