My Love, My Life

 We Have to Be Broken We have to be brought to a place in our lives where we know that if its going to be done, its going to be God. Am I going to get control of this job or am I out of my league? Am I too old? I just have to keep being the fastest I can and continue to do all that I can to keep my job. It's one of the best job's I've had and I know it is a challenge but I pray that I do my best and that my best is good enough. I've just been thinking of you and wanting to reach out. I'm so tired. I work at home every night. Tomorrow I will be at church at 7pm. You have been so busy taking care of the community. Coats, turkeys, and blessings. I miss seeing you in person. I do watch you online. I do miss the face to face. I miss you. Much love and memories. God Bless you. Be a blessing to someone.

 James 1:2 Consider it pure joy when you face trials of many kinds.  Trouble comes with humanity. Testing our faith helps us to remember that we will have trials but we are not alone. Perseverance and faith help me to keep moving.  I am having trials but you make me think I’m going to make it through because you are my salt. You make it better just remembering your words. I have faith in you and what you have encouraged me. As you have said” Trials become the launching pad for your next spiritual growth. If you have the right spiritual perspective. “ I love you and look forward to our future. That’s why I’m still here. You are remarkable.

 Praise this day that the Lord has made. I've been think about not joining the ushers, and going back to the eucharist ministry and lecturers. That brings me closer to you. I serve and I am closer to you. Ushering I will be far away. I'm going to send them an email Kim and Marilyn. I pray that you have a blessed day today. I'm looking forward to seeing you today. I'm excited that I got my extra hour back. May God put the words in your mouth that will strengthen us, encourage us and allow us to get up one more day. Keep us strengthen My Love. Have faith and it will happen. You got this. 

 Back to your Bible study notes. I really like rereading the messages. They are relevant today. Romans 12:3 Honest, truthful reflection of who I am. Humbling ourselves to look at someone else not just ourselves. Ephesians 4:11-14 Build unity to prepare for service. God saved us to help others. Service is a symbol of gratitude.. A non serving Christian is an ungrateful Christian. It doesn’t feel good to be taken for granted. Service becomes an opportunity to let the King of Kings know, I Love You. Serving is a tangible manifestation of God’s understanding. Serving is helping not hurting. Bringing God’s glory through our service. Love, biblical love, is doing what is best for another even at my own expense. Love is what I can give you, not what I can get out of it. Service is the theme for tonight. I have to join a ministry. The ushers asked me to join and I’m thinking about it. I have a lot of time over Christmas to help. I’m not going to have my little ones home. They are going to ...

 I have realized that my selfishness has been to you. I was only thinking about my feelings and not yours. You keep me together with your love. Why would I not trust that you are serious. You are not insecure. My thoughts should be open and free of fear. If I don’t try I will just stay the same and that’s what happened. Years of thoughtlessness on my side. You are approachable and confident. I forget that I love you and you have expressed love to me. When you love somebody you don’t want to hurt them and that has been what I have been doing to you. Please forgive me for being so thoughtless.