My Love, My Life

 Thank you for such a good spiritual experience.I had such joy in my heart to be back again. I tried to switch her to Saturday church and then I could come every week. You are just going to have to share me. I love you and pray for a blessed day. Be blessed and be a blessing to someone. I love you. ❤️ 

 Your sermon on Sunday was awesome. I know that for every positive there are at least four negatives or more.I believe in you. I do love you. I’m tired, second day at work after being off since December. Thinking of you makes me happy.I smile when I think of you. Take care and know that you are loved.

 God heard my prayers and I have a job. I signed the contract and I start Monday. Thank you God. It’s with pre k students, but I’m not worried. It will be a welcome change. I pray that his surgery went well. You have a lot of grief this week with all the funerals. I’m going to work today, Friday but I do plan to walk tonight. Love you

 Its very gratifying to be around you. Hebrews 4:7 Therefore God again set a certain day, calling it Today, when a long time later he spoke through David, as was said before: "Today, if you hear his voice, don not harden your hearts." Today is a very important day. It's not yesterday, where we can't change things and it's not tomorrow where we can plan and hope for things to play out as we planned them to happen. God has given us a gift in the present. Living in the present, living day by day has been a concept God wants us to embrace. He feed thousand ion Israelites in the desert, daily. They couldn't even save food for the next day. One day at a time. We have daily blessings of just getting up and being able to dress ourselves, feed ourselves and pray for others to have the same blessings. Today is a day of love. Everyday is a Today, then it's gone. God blesses us with Today. All will go well today because we have faith. Faith, Hope and Love. Everyday I ...

  God Bless you today. I’m looking forward to the March tonight and I’m ready fro the walls. I’m excited to see you and be around your community family. They love you like I do. See you later My Love.

 Fears - “Too many of us are not living our dreams because we are living our fears.” - Les Brown I am so sick of this year. This was going to be a really poopy post but just a half hour ago I got a call about a job. They are checking my references, which will be exactly as the letters stated, then I might have a job with Aurora school district 131 as an outplacement coordinator for special education. I’m looking forward to it.  I started this post almost two hours ago. I was feeling really depressed, sad and fearful. I had to pick up my car and it cost just under a thousand, which was too much for me without a job. Then there’s our relationship. I pour out my heart, I’m open as I can be under the circumstances and I get the feeling from you that you are happy with the way things are. I write posts telling you how much I love you and care for you and that sustains you. But I need more. I took a leap of faith down this road with you and I am bound for life. I’m not perfect, but ...

 God watches over all of us, even when we don't think he's there. Praise the Lord and thank you Jesus for all that you have done, all that you are doing and all that you are getting ready to do. It's a rare thing to have someone to love. We search our whole life and when we find it we don't know what to do. Thank God for guidance and direction. I've never gone away, I just stopped writing. I get confused and spend too much time in my head trying to work out the relationship before it even happens. I noticed you had a gold wedding band on at church on Sunday. Is that solidifying your catholic relationship or is that preparing for a relationship with me and there's one just like it for me. Of course I prefer the latter. But I am content with whatever your decision is. God bless you today and may you be a blessing to someone. I love you, My Love.

 I'm missing you too much to not communicate everyday. It's torture trying to not seem so needy. I can't play the cool role. I was so happy to see you. Now I know it might be two weeks if I don't get a chance to go on the walk. I like being around. You have such a warm aura, besides your shouting , but you have energy and love that pours out of you. You are enlightened.  Jonah 1:1-3 Running for God's Will Jonah's Disobedience 1 The word of the Lord came to Jonah son of Amittai: Go to the great city of Nineveh and preach against it, because its wickedness has come up before me. But Jonah ran away from the Lord and headed for Tarshish. Sometimes it takes all the willpower  we have to obey. When things are going wrong in your life, you are struggling to do things the right way, you have done what was asked of you and you life in the world is still not up to par. The God has the audacity to ask you to go and preach the the worst people in the region. They kill each ...

 Thank you Lord for today. I haven’t seen you in person in weeks. It was such a pleasure to see you. I will be attending every other Sunday. Now that my mom doesn’t have a drivers license I get to take her to church every other Sunday. We are going to see how well that works. God works in mysterious ways. I plan to get someone to look at the car to give me a quote that’s not from the dealer. I believe in you and that’s why I keep believing in you. I don’t want us to go back to not talking to each other. I have to be consistent and steady. I deliberate too much. I over think things. I pray to God that this week is productive.  I pray that you are still serious about me as I am serious about you. We are in August already. Summer is almost over. Life does keep moving forward. My Love, have a blessed evening and know that you are loved.