Hello World, it's me Judi

 I have put myself in a predicament. God, grant me the strength to reach serenity from the things I cannot change. Help me to recognize those things. God, grant me courage to change destructive devices that are in my control. Lord take the anxiousness and impatience away. Remind me to lean on you and you alone. God, grant me the wisdom to know the difference between the two. God show me how to be in a loving relationship. I obviously don't know how to love. Teach me how to love Lord. I have many mistakes that I have done in my life and I ask forgiveness for them all. Lord let your holy spirit come through and allow one of these two good possibilities for a job come through. Lord let love guide me. There is kindness, warmth and faith in love. Let me be a student of love. I know the world is wild. It's like the wild, wild west here. Over 100 people shot in one holiday weekend. It's like they want to keep the numbers going up like a game. I feel like they are deliberately trying to keep the numbers high. Whatever the police is doing it's going to have to change. These kids and young and old adults do not care. They don't care. Its all a game to them. Shoot into crowds, shoot up a party, drive bys. Always hitting the wrong person. Aiming for the children to hurt the parents. The randomness of the attacks is important to observe and where and when the shootings occur. Impose a curfew, it won't stick, especially during the summer months but there needs to be someway to crack down on this shooting. Lord Help my people to love themselves and in turn love one another. Respect each other and care about each other. See me. Recognize me as a fellow human being that deserves to live. The guns are like toys to them. Everybody's got one.