Good Afternoon My Love

 Thank you for today. It was such a challenge to go to church this morning, but I did. I’m not mad at you. I made the choice to travel to church. I chose you to be my spiritual leader. Other people come in from the south suburbs and further. So I’m not angry. If I’m mad at anyone it’s myself. I agree with you so much. Process my issues with my therapist, who I see once every two weeks, on the phone. I need a new therapist and I know you are saying, I have a therapist here for the church family. Yes you do. Thank you for that. I’m not being sarcastic either. I really am thankful for the opportunity for all of us to engage in some professional therapy time. There is so much to unwrap. The thought of really going down that road is seriously an awakening moment. Being honest with your therapist is important. Thank God for Jesus and the Holy Spirit. The intensity of knowing that I can’t control anyone’s perception of me and my life is nothing but Jesus letting me stand on my truth. It’s a lot. Thank you for even caring to want to make me whole on the level of an individual, not just as my spiritual leader. I love that. I’m going to end now, it’s been really real and a lot to unwrap. Be blessed and be a blessing.

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