Worries

 You know I worry I'm too old for you. I worry that I'm too fat for you. I worry that you think I'm crazy because I have depression and anxiety problems. I worry that you won't find me interesting. I worry too. I'm looking for work now and I worry about if I will find the right job and not another stress filled crazy job. I know we can't have everything perfect but we just have to get out there and do it. I just convince my self to apply to at least three jobs each day. I haven't heard from anyone yet. But eventually I will. I just keep trying. 

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