Good Night My Love!

 May God Bless you and allow you to have a restful and peaceful sleep. We are all interdependent on one another. We cannot do this by ourselves. God is in everything that we invite him to be in. I continually ask God to help me be who he wants me to be. Help me to show love and kindness to the ones I love, including you. Today was not a good day for me and I recognized that so I took measures to help myself and neglected my family. I know my mother wanted me to do something today but I just couldn't. Yesterday I was up and productive. The garbage/refuse collectors only picked up half of our garbage. I called the Village office and Groot regarding the discrepancy. I was my old self. Demanding and determined. They said they would come back by 6pm. They didn't. I called the Village and left a message for them to contact me in the morning. They called in the morning and my mother spoke to them. They said call Groot again. She told me about it and indicated she wanted me to call Groot again. I had a headache already from the medicine, with is only one of the side effects. Today was worse. I just told her I would take a nap 11-1pm and then will call them. I didn't wake until 4:30pm. I haven't seen her since. She's in her area and I am in mine. I don't even want to think about it. Today was a low day for me. I have to forgive myself for not being what others expect of me. I have to remember its ok to take care of myself first sometimes. I don't want to be selfish, but I do want to be healthy and safe. How do I balance my life?

Well now I have that out I can only hope that you will find it totally boring. Now that I have slept til 4:30pm I'll be up til 3 or 4 in the morning. I'll have to think of ten new questions to ask and answer for you. It takes my mind off of other stuff. Be blessed My Love and have a good night.

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