Good Morning Sunshine!

 I am feeling better and I hope you are too. I have to trust in God and know that God is in all things and will guide me in what he wants me to do. When I quit thinking I am in charge of something God can open doors and make the impossible happen, in his own time, God will let me know I have no power at all. God is my pilot. I pray that this is a lesson I can learn. My faith helps me through. Good or bad, God is with me. He will go through the trouble with me. I have many thoughts about you an me that I have to resolve. I am already mentally depressed and can easily get discouraged, but I will trust in God. If nothing comes of this, then that is what happens, I will accept what ever God wants. If something comes out of this then that too is what happens for me and you through God's will. God is still in control and he will decide where this goes. I forgive you and myself for trying to do things on our own. I pray to God to either love this relationship or end it. I don't know what to think sometimes. I'm never receiving any response or encouragement from you. I have no idea how you feel or what you think of me. I understand that you have a lot on your mind, but where do I fit in your life? Am I to be satisfied with this level of relationship? I send posts, you send food for the day comments? What am I asking for Lord? Lord you put this on my heart and I had to at least get it out. I know you want to return to your congregation, they love you and deserve your goodness. Be blessed My Love and be a blessing to someone. 

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