It's Just Me

 Hello, My Love. Yes, you are my love. 

Show me how to say yes to you.

I don't want to sign up for a spot and not be acknowledged by you. 

I don't drive 40 minutes to Chicago, sit in a church with people I don't know for 2-3 hours for a shared spiritual experience with a pastor that I love. Then drive 40 minutes to go home crying because I might as well be at home on the internet. 

I need intentional, deliberate, acknowledgment. You have made me feel bad about myself and I don't want that. You have made me feel like maybe I am making this relationship thing up with you and me. You don't talk to me. You talk about me. You use my life  like its potato chips to share. So if you are truly wanting me, you love me,  you have to show it. Show me that you love me. Get my attention.  If its all in my head, then things will continue as they have been and this is just a post out to the world. If not, then this will be a very exciting week for both of us. Let's see which one it will be. 

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